Arrrgghh...fever still not down...grrr...see doctor 4 times liao leh...todae jux got my blood test...den the results sae i dunnoe lack of dunnoe wat in my blood...den suspected dengue..den tml need to blood test again...if still bad...need to go hospital liao...idiot...grrr...tml sat...mum dun let me go service coz still got fever...i dun care i goin to find a way to sneak out of the hse...hehe...wah lau i look at the medicine i realli wan to vomit le...idiot...eat the same medicine for the 5th dae le...summore is bitter de loh...cum must eat every 6 hrs...5 X 6 = 30....wah i eat 30 times of medicine liao...arrrghh....guess is not i sick is the medicine make me sick arrrrrgghhh!!!!.....toopid medicine @(%&)^*$)(^*$_&*....i hate the one in pink espically...grrr so damm bitter loh...nw i ANTI PINK......too bad for thoese hu lyk pink...bleh!!!...hav not been doing proper QT...hey at least i do loh...everytime do QT half way will slp de...HEY dun blame me blame de toopid medicine...make me slp all the time...grrrrr.....i was never so sick in my whole life b4...grrr...stuck at hme so many daes liao...i cant stand it...everydae play everson...play until sian...always play the same old songs in the chord book...grrr...shit la...sure got alot of catch up in my studies...so long never go sch liao...shit shit shit...arrrghh...den mon got lecture for MCT shit i going to be lost...miss so many daes of lesson...arghh!!! stress ar...shit shit shit shit shit...

SICK SICK SICK!!!...sian...miss my lessons dunnoe how many liao...it was quite ok yestdae nite de...den todae wake up early got fever liao...dammit den go see doctor again twice this week liao den end up got MC for next 2daes...together with yesteade equals to 3daes liao...den plus sat and sun together 5daes...dot dot...kaoz...nw i hate to be sick...jux hate the feeling loh...so todae stuck at hme whole dae wif everson...long time never touch le...coz my sch evertime end damm late...heard frm Freda tat alot ppl in church oso sick...toopid satan no hair one...dun let me see u hor...i make sure i pluck out ur two horns and stuff it in to ur mouth and cme out of ur ass...lol...jux hate to eat medicine loh...hate de bitter bitter taste...yucks...i hate to be sick...gtg bb

First dae of sch todae...haiz...so fast holidae end...still in holidae mood grrr...at least my body still can adapt to waking up early haha...use to slp till 3 or 4 pm or 10Hr+ of slp tat kind de...but at least nw i can wake up early at 6.15am...onli 6hrs of slp nia...onli feel little bit tired nia..haha... received my timetable todae...is so shit loh...almost everydae late dismiss...grrr...sux loh...wah lau...den hor worst part i HATE my class advisor grrrr...can u belive it her name is Ms Gay...is realli Ms Gay...and she jux shit loh...my whole life in ITE never encounter such a NIAO and strict lecturer...tat one cannot this one cannot...grrr...den the way she speak is so GAY loh...i cant stand it loh... dunnoe y suddenly i need clement so much... i need to speak to him!!!...SHIT...where is he grrr....always missing wen i need to speak to him...i tink i shld settle this one and for all...i dun wan it to hang throught out the whole 2006 or my whole life...i jux cant stand it...i jux cant find a very very good suitable solution...grrr....it has been so long... and it been hanging in my life since 2005...almost a yr liao...and till nw i havent find a very very good solution...what shld i do...i cant hide forever rite?...it need to be unleashed...and is actually quite risk taking...what shld i do???

wow!!! God jux Bless me haha...jux so happy...shall be a testi for todae de testi sharing in cell grp todae...haha...God bless me haha so happy...okok...hav not been blogging for the past few weeks shall blog todae...my net was been suspended due to never pay bills...now onli can tab on other ppl de network to keep me Survive...arrghhh!!!! internet is my life arrghhh!!!...haha...hey jux change the deisign of my blog...haha nice mah...wah todae so fast 12jan liao ar...sian goin sch reopen liao haix.... i hate to wake up early esp the raining days...so nice to slp loh...haha jux found out tat jevelle bought me the organizer very useful...at least i store everything in haha...den will not forget...wonder how am i goin to spent the amount of money haha...shall buy new PS2? new guitar or new handphone haha...gtg end here liao bb

shall talk about yesterdae...blabla...wake up damm late i tink shld be around 4pm ba...den was listening to the last christmas...was a damm nice song...so wen to find chords for tat song loh...den wen dwn to church was quite bored coz all doin their own stuff...den use church guitar to pratice loh...den after tat dey all plan to go marina bay there de...den end up sotong and penguine dun wan to go...den onli got Johan, piglet chu and me...go nia...lol...so we meet up ql dey all loh wen grapevine...den play pictionary..haha..nth loh actually...den was around 2pm..den all take cab go back...den 5 of us squeeze into 1 cab...haha ya was illegal acutally..haha less den 5mins...saw police checkpoint infront of us around 500meters aways ba...den we were lyk shock loh...den i quickly get out of the cab b4 kana caught...den the cab wen to the checkpoint...heard tat de police saw me getting out of the cab...God bless the driver was smart told de police tat i onli live nearby there onli...haha den manage to get away...den me leh walk all the way to serangoon stadium call dem back to fetch me...den hor i got no sense of direction de loh...keep telling dem i at stadium de main entrance...den hor dey go the other entrance ...den dots dots loh describe de place to damm lyk siao den mange to trace me dwn...lol...den get into the cab loh den go hme loh...blabla...got to end short coz ql dey all jux called me call me to meet dem at 7.45pm...gtg bb