argh jux reali yeseterdae during cell pratice after service tat my worship songs all de-improve ...shit la...guess i pratice too much on my praise songs for the past 1 mth never focus on woship songs....i was very very shock we i go off beat yesterdae...i was thinking wat the hack am i doin and OH SHIT!!!...argh den todae wen to smoothen out my worship songs....den realise tat i lyk forget how to play...even i sing go off beat wif my playin...realli played too much praise songs liao...took mee the whole of my sun to smoothen out everything again...at least nw much more better....argh wats happening to me...guess i will take these few days to balance out my woship songs and praise songs b4 cell...i guess i think i will be playin better this time round after seeing chuting play...manage to adapt some new tricks...haha...havent realli try yet...but ya i guess will be slightly better...

seems tat im having cold war wif my bro...jux hate his stinking attitude....always thinks tat his rite and im always wrong...he jux din realise most of his frens dun lyk his attitude loh....we tried to tell him...and again HE THINKS HIS RITE!!!!!!....argue wif him the other time....jux cant stand him loh...argh dun wan to talk abt him...makes me boiled my blood...

jux realise tat my life everthing nw dun works well...argh wat is the hack is happening to me...quite pissed of wif quite number of ppl these few daes...not tat im not forgiving..but is more den once...argh!!!...i was jux trying to be friendly and nice...but do i deserve all these???

argh typin all there makes me hungry...wats wrong wif my diet there few daes i seems to eat alot den de next moment i dun feel lyk eating...