well im still feeling down over my issiue...is not tat im mad wif de person...i have forgiven de person long time ago...but is onli im still very disappointed la...well if u guys realli been thru all the 1yr of constant disappointment guess u will noe wat i mean...yes i have strong determination after each time i fail i will still climb on can continue my journey...but im a human too...i will sure get tired one day...i jux dunnoe wat to sae...im having lots of warfare in me rite not jux in my ministry but oso in many areas la...i cant denied tat i very weak nw...realli i hav to admit i very spirtual weak nw...

well God have been trying to make me happy by doin a few stuff todae...but well i jux rejected it...He tried to speak to me but i dun wan to listen...im jux very reluctant to hear all the Godly stuff rite nw...