im very hurt mad and dissapointed...i dun wish to sae it here BCOZ I AM SENSTIVE!!!....im not that kind if person hu is not SENSITIVE AND OVER TOO DIRECT AND HURTING with their words...at least i still care for their reputation...well i jux need lots of time to cool down...i dun wish to hurt anyone frm my actions or words nw...

well at least i seen things already...in life is realli hard to treat a person nice...yet de person treat u in another way...well...this is life...is full negative stuff...after this incident i have a strong intention to give up...i mean in everything!!...i already have enough since im not talented in it guess other can do a better job den me...i dun feel needed anymore...well depends on how it goes...well is God playing a fool of me??? well i will see... i having been praying and working so damm freaking hard for more den 1 yr spending time and moneny and soo much effort and i mean real lotsss...yet the outcome is haix... XTREMLY DISAPPOINTED!!!! this not de first time is been lyk this for more den a yr but this time is even worst haix.......well it will depends on my will to move on anot nw...if not guess u guys will noe wat i mean