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haiz nw in my sch the IT hub...damm sian...my frens dey all doing e tutor and project...me leh...slacking in front of the com...finding sch life quite boring nwadaes...even i quite lyk my sch time table...quite tired...too much stress liao...haiz...stress over my financial, my cca, my sch, my study, my church, my ministry...haiz...dunnoe how to organize my time well...still owe Freda 180bucks...still need to save $$...haiz my lecture going to start in the nxt 20mins...hav to rush through...haiz...sian again...no wonder i can't smile...always act as normal...but in me im feeling so damm lonely...haiz...feeling quite tired...everytime slp in class...nw i dunnoe miss how many lessons liao...too lazy to study...tink i regreted thinking this course...shld hav take up multimedia loh...wah kaoz...sian...haiz...feeling very low liao...den everytime still kana scolded, go church oso kana...at hme oso kana...in sch oso kana...y everywhere i go sure kana scolded de ar...feeling so alone man...nw i got so much problem...dunnoe how to handle...haiz...