Everymoment of my life looks so packed, so busy over so many stuff...hav been praticing my guitar lately...did failed lots of times i mean is realli lots and lots of time loh. but i still take up the courage to realli pick and pratice till it is perfect...and i mean perfect... was so disappointed yesterdae manage the get the beat frm the song, den i tried to change the beat into guitar...tot was right at first...den wen i play with the music...dammit is so dammm SUX loh...kaoz...was so happy at first tot i finally got it...den haiz...so wen to slp early...den next morning which is todae over slept den saw my hp it was 8.00am liao...i was suppose to wake up at 8am de...den hack care too tired liao den i wake up at 8.30...arrgh still so tired den intend to skip my first lesson...den slp till 9am...dammit my 2nd lesson start at 10am...den was tinking to rush but end up never rush...take my time already so late liao...wat for rush right...den reach sch i was late for my 2nd lesson for 45mins...haha pra lesson mah...den onli go sch for 1hr den go hme....haha...must well dun go rite...coz i need to buy voucher for ql bdae mah...must well got awhile den go buy voucher....dunnoe why nwadaes i find sch so sian...i was so dammm damm slack after my June holidaes loh...hav been slping in class almost everyime...den is slp through out all the lesson tat kind leh...haha...but horz at least i still can catch abit of my studies...haha...im a genius haha...bhb...lol...was wondering wen is Judgement Day comin...damm curious on how is God goin to look like...and how He goin to Judge me, and the most curious is how Heaven is goin to look like...haha...how i wish im dead now...totaly dun find things around me interesting nw... i jux wan to go back to Heaven to find my Heavenly Father...but too bad commiting Sucide is a Sin haiz...haha...wondering wat is the point of me living...Dunnoe wat is the plan tat God got for me...haiz...anywae goin to church later on for Bible Study...suppose to go church todae to pratice guitar de...haiz...so damm slack now...