wen to see guitars yesterdae...got a few selection do realli interest me...nw i got 3 brands in mind...either maestro, cort of blueridge...haha...i tink most prob will get blueridge...the sound is so Heavenly nice loh...i heard tat its design for worship in church de...haha but the thing bad is it will not tat nice wen i play fast songs...next is maestro...is not bad too...i lyk de low action...is so low loh...even its low de sound quality is there...wow...next is cort...its cheaper and sounds nice...good in size too..haha... so many choice to chose frm...haha...can slowly go see...anywae i oso intend to buy end of this yr or mayb next yr haha...okok its seems tat after yesterdae playin im jux so tempted and addicted of guitars liao haha...hav been wacking de whole dae todae...haha... hav been trying de stuff my teacher taught...i can get it but not to tat perfection la...haha will keep on practicing on tat...but i got prob with de effects...i always add the effects on de wrong beat...shit...i din realise tat king of majesty is jux sooo simple to play till my teacher show me...haha...hav been brain storming wat to do with my room haha...i wan to find a coner and make it a QT and jamming coner haha...so cool loh...but it dun seems to hav a coner to do tat...coz my room no space liao haha...so limited...sian tml is phase test haix...den wed is MCT theory test den fri is C&IE theory test...wah so many test this week...todae tried de C&IE trail test...is so difficult loh...wah lau...so many qus i onli lyk noe how to do a few nia...summoe tat paper is easier den de actual test leh...shit la...i jux sooooo dead loh......

hav not been sleeping well for the past few days...todae first Time tat toopid teacher tat debar me one Mr Ku let so go early leh...wah...the whole class is lyk wahh!!!...coz tat teacher very law by law one...he let us go early for break and oso go hme early summore is damm early loh...i think partly is mood not good la...kana heat up out class attiude..haha...okok den when...bath then have my sweetest nap...wah...is jux so nicceee loh...long time never sleep untill so well liao...k den wake up intend to play PS2 de den my father using Teevee den end up wacking my guitar...haha...i can see my dymanics improve by a little after controling my volume up and dwn...haha...and nw is onli tat toppid muting of chord thing...grrr...i can get it de...but wen i start to change chord its seems like stuck there loh den dun hav de sound...idiot...actually not much thing happen todae...blog of de sick of blogging onli haha...later goin to Power House...

backk to blogging...hav been praticing tat chord mutting thing...wah!! very tiring leh...my fingers are goin to break liao...den i try to fit in with the rythem is almost there but is lyk still abit weird weird de coz my mutting not good enough la...idiot hate to mute de B chord loh...very mafan loh...got so many strings to mute...hav been motivated by quite alot of designers nwadaes...do realli tinking of goin back to desiging haha...long time never realli do webby liao...of tinking of doing one nw...but onli no time nia...haha...all my time nw into guitar praticing the finger thing and de chord mutting thing...see quite alot of improvement in my skills compare to 5mths ago...haha realise this wen i hear my old recording which i record in my com... it sounds lyk so suxxx loh haha...quite motivated to move on oso after hearing it haha...is been a long time since i touch my PS2...is lyk rusting liao...haha...spent to much time with Everson liao haha...

was practicing the chords tat my teacher taught me the other time...was quite difficult need to mute lots of strings de...at least nw i can get it but not that perfect...at least God show His grace to me my test all postpone to next week...at least tats sound better...and i mange to found back my favorite pick which i lost it few days ago...at least there is sumthing good happening in my life nw...believe my days are blessing are coming back...at least God hears my cry...thinking of changing the position of my furniture in my room...but dunnoe wat to do with it...nw i goin to save money to get a new guitar and change the out look of my room...shit nw i just realise i need a cca in order to gradu frm my sch...and dammit i dun hav one...i jux quit my guitar cca..coz is lyk sux....and nw i dunnoe y i so tempted to go back...idiot...i hate to bring my guitar all the way from my house to school...is lyk damm far and the transportation is so crowded loh...thinking of joining archery haha...guess im too short to shoot...haha...jux realise todae tat my bro jux flew to Australia without my family knowing...idiot loh...wen he flew the time den he let us know idiot rite... and now im addicited to coke liao...i must drink before i slp loh or else i realli cannot slp...haha....

Found lots of comfort from the song A Pure Heart yesterdae, I just found lots of assurance from the song lyrics. It really hit into my heart and now im despo for that song, find my life very "sway" now adays, issit the days of my blessing are over? and now the days of shit are here?, i really cannot stand it loh. It just don't work well. Just like just now i when for my guitar lesson some more i whern out early loh then in then end up im late cause i miss my bus 2 times leh. is like everything is not working well, just kana bebar from exams cause attendance not good and just last friday i actually dont intend to late and pon school loh. just because i set the wrong time for my alarm clock end up i miss my first lesson. Shit La...just because of that my lecturer debar me from exams just because im late everytime and just last fri i dont intend to be late loh coz i know im late everytime liao, haix...shit la...then some more my thoese friend in school are all idiots loh all pratice favoritism de...shit head la they all...my spritual life are going from good to bad i dont know what is happening i still looking for the root of that problem...and my phase test and 2 other theory test are just next week and im totally lost in my studies now...haix...haix haix...

Found lots of comfort from the song A Pure Heart yesterdae, I just found lots of assurance from the song lyrics. It really hit into my heart and now im despo for that song, find my life very "sway" now adays, issit the days of my blessing are over? and now the days of shit are here?, i really cannot stand it loh. It just don't work well. Just like just now i when for my guitar lesson some more i whern out early loh then in then end up im late cause i miss my bus 2 times leh. is like everything is not working well, just kana bebar from exams cause attendance not good and just last friday i actually dont intend to late and pon school loh. just because i set the wrong time for my alarm clock end up i miss my first lesson. Shit La...just because of that my lecturer debar me from exams just because im late everytime and just last fri i dont intend to be late loh coz i know im late everytime liao, haix...shit la...then some more my thoese friend in school are all idiots loh all pratice favoritism de...shit head la they all...my spritual life are going from good to bad i dont know what is happening i still looking for the root of that problem...and my phase test and 2 other theory test are just next week and im totally lost in my studies now...haix...haix haix...

realise all the truth tat was hidden frm me yesterdae, issit right to tell?...or am im doing it at the wrong time?... i don't know what is going to happen next...i don't wish to see the future too... zho yi bu kan yi bu ( walk one step see one step ) ... i don't wish to care too much im already very tired with all the problems i encountering now... im very tense up already, at least i know the real ans at least it lighten my burdern, i don't need to stress over what to say or when to say or what to do next.... what is going to happen next i have totally no idea. i think i do need time also...people were asking me how do i feel now?...i really dont know how to answer back...i also dont know what to say...i was still thinking am i that stupid to go and do it... im afraid that things will not turn out well... at least im glad that all the truth have been reavaled...

finally back to blogging...hav already make up my mind...i wan to go poly after ITE....i jux cant stand ITE life liao....i hav been left out frm my frens for 6yrs since P6... i dun wan to left out for another 3yrs...i cant stand it... jux hate ppl in my class loh...dey jux simply sux la...hav to force myself to be wif dem even i dun quite lyk dem.... dey are ppl which i cant realli accept loh...but at least not all are lyk tat la mayb 4/10 ppl are more friendly...but overall i jux dun lyk ITE...i realli wan to get out of there ASAP...i jux hate it...it jux so sickening to see thoese ppl... i jux dun lyk dem...but no choice still hav to hang out wif dem...or else i realli got no ppl to hang out wif...is not tat im aniti social is me jux cant realli accept dem...it seems tat there are realli no path in ITE...u cant realli denied it...even there is u think de path got prosepect mah?.... i dun tink so loh...frm all my reseach...there are actually 2 path for me to choose next yr

1. Go to Higher Nitec and study IT for 1yr den go NS for 2yrs den go poly for 3yrs
2. Go poly for 3 yrs den go NS for 2 yrs

both of dem got pros and cons actually...if i go Higher Nitec i got a even higher chance to survive in poly...as dey preapare u for poly stuff...but is very very time consuming....if i go poly straight away it will be even faster...time is a important actually if i go higher nitec first by de time i go poly will be 21 lyk tat...which lyk weird weird ppl 16+ go poly... den is lyk i retain for 6yrs...and wen im 21 u tink my parents still can pay for my studies?...im not sure too...by de time my mum might not be working liao...den by de time i will start work too...den is almost impossible to get a job which got time to study and work at de same time wif a ITE cert?.... and if can...it will affect my minstry in church...den by de time i gradu from poly i will be 24 to 25 liao...ppl by tat age already got a degree...me leh still diploma...end up i still left out again...wah lau...den if i go poly next yr if will save more time...but i will suffer...unless i work very xtrem hard la...haix...nw with my results lyk tat i mostly likely can go RP or NYP...70% for RP...50% for NYP...i noe RP sux...heard lots of stuff frm my frens oso...but no choice...better den no poly can accept me rite...even it seems tat i got high chance in goin poly...but de big prob is...there are lots of ppl fighting of seats in poly oso...not jux thoese ppl taking Os lev and private Os but oso ppl frm ITE oso...haix...unless i get a GPA 3.7 or above i will stance damm high chance...haix...realli tough man...cannot blame this is life...

haha todae wen to guitar lesson...my teacher was so cool loh...frm so many guitarist i noe...his one of the best few i realli admire loh...wah de way he play...is lyk so power...i even dunnoe how to describe....esp de way he play de chords is lyk wow!!...he can change realli damm fast loh...wah!!! realli power sia...den hor he can create lots of wonders on guitar loh...okok he todae tot me how to play E key the chords...which is quite easy...until he tot me a way to play E key...which is even more damm easy and sound even nice...which chu last time tot me b4 which i realli never go pratice haha sorri...coz never noe how powerful tat way of playing can b...i can sense tat i gettin more and more noob in playing guitar after seeing all de so call "advance" stuff...haha and he told me he goin to teach me lots of stuff...esp de percussion thing wah i realli wan to learn tat...haha once i learn tat i can use tat in cell ....hehe clement will be shock...haha... is realli powerful loh de person can change a simple common song Church on Fire into a complicated and powerful song...wow!!!...his goin to change all my way of playin haha... jux cant wait...to see myself playing wonders too...haha

back to blogging haha...at least i got blog k...dun sae me never blog hor....haha...jux realise i ate alot nw adaes...i tink im goin to be fat...i realli ate alot loh...in sch i everdae eat chicken chop...summore not small small plate de is tat kind of damm big plate de loh...den i everything eat liao still feel hungry den wen to get sumthing else to eat...evertime lyk tat loh...and hor i jux finish my dinner not long and i feel hungry again...i dun wan to grow fatter i wan to grow TALLER!!!!!!....jux cant stand my height loh...im so stress all my class mate all so tall de loh...dey at least 1 head taller den me...i got 2 frens dey are 2 and half head taller den me leh...wen i everytime hang out wif dem hor...i very stress de leh esp wen i stand in their middle...haha...i realli must look up and talk to dem de loh...lol...

did lots of research on guitar haha...learn quite alot actually...coz i looking for a new guitar...this time must be lots of time better den everson...haha...wen to ask de price for fixing my previous guitar...it sounds so not worth it...but i need a spare lousy type of guitar...coz i need tat to bring around...i dun wan to spoil everson oso...haha...find it hard pain wen i foun tat there is a small scratch on everson leh...haha...find a few guitar i quite lyk de...tinking of getting either takamine or maestro...coz onli this 2 brand satify me haha...

heard tat i play too hard for praise songs...i tink i need to get a suitable pick for cell...my praise song is ok liao...nw need improvment in worship song...den shld be ready ba? haha...shld be... nw need to build confident too...i need confident...feel so stress to play infront of ppl esp thoese hu noes how to play guitar haha...so malu loh...haha...haha gtg do qt liao bb

OKOK due to Popular demand...due to my RUSTY blog...due to ppl nagging...due to COMPLAINS...I DIE DIE my blog liao...okok shall start frm yesterdae...ya got service yesterdae...it was lyk long time never service liao...feel so shoik after de servce de haha...hav been despo for service for a long time...haha...okok den in de end clement call l me go tat MP room for tat guitar thing...wah lau so MA LU loh never play infront of so many ppl b4...haha...wah lau...so nervous loh...den hor my cell ppl keep thinking tat im not nervous loh...but i am loh...den i play de one way...wah lau my hand wan to die liao...hu ask me wack until so hard waste so much energy...lol...den play all day...almost play wrong chords haha...lucky was fast to realise...den is not tat obvious...haha...den i dunnoe how to play all day de bridge part...den stp there loh...haha...dun hav chance to play worship song..bet dey sure wan to slp de...haha...hey manage to get tat pro to teach me guitar liao haha...was cheap loh one to one lesson onli 100bucks per 4 lesson...outside was 120 loh...cum sumore tat guy teach how to play for cell and service...and most importand de guy is good at teaching dymanics which i need to improve on...haha...and de guy is so nice loh...haha...after so long of waiting i finally can get a real minstry i realli wanted...i reali sacrifice alot alot alot...jux to fulfilled wat i wanted...thru all de periods of sacrifice for tat minstry lots of powerful testimony happen..thru all de sacrifice and and hardship can realli see all de powerful things tat God had done to me...jux one small instrument...it changes my whole life...even thou it takes me so long to climb but all the efforts realli pay off very well...i got so much in return...i get so much blessing in return...

okok den after service we wen to TP...actually intend to go KFC...i was lyk so craving for it loh....den hor clement cannot go...aiyo den end up in food court...den dunnoe hu de plan in the end go BK....den go there eat loh...den was planning hu to sing for valenetine...idiot i may need to sing for valentine loh coz nobody wans to sing..my voice so sux wah lau...so MALU...loh...wah lau...if can sing run by snowpartrol i sure will go sing de...but too bad cannot haha...but the song is so meanginful loh...den nw still considering wan to sing mah...haha...my voice so bad...eee...den after tat was planning where to go after TP...den intend to go eat tau hway de...den is lyk goin to close liao...den end up go amk den mac there...go there talk talk...haha...i tink we stay there lyk quite long around 2hrs lyk tat...end up go freda hse dwn stairs den talk...hha...we lyk so bo liao nth better to do...haha...den was lyk 2am liao...den kg go off...den we go freda hse...saw jason dey all loh...haha...dey were playin majong...den wen to learn...haha...was quite blur blur loh...coz all de cards lyk so confusing leh...den at least in the end i noe how to play...haha...den play until very bad coz always throw de wrong card de...idiot...den everytime take wrong card oso...idiot again...den actually got one round i won loh...den i did not realise i won at first...until de game end...den i realise i actuall won loh...coz was lyk so blur blur mah...idiot...den in de end we play till 7am in de morning...haha..den wen off..took cab hme...reach hme quickly go bath den jump on to bed liao...haha...dey slept at 8am..till 6pm...until nw i still feel tired...ahah...i becmeing to slack liao...wah lau...slp so much...lol...hey heard frm ppl tat my blog is lyk to slang loh...haha...i did not realise tat till ppl came and tell me...haha...i nw i realli realise tat my blog is so slang loh...been a long time since de last time i wrote a proper english compo...so dun blame me hor...okok i promise to write a proper one for de next time...haha...GTG liao bb