finally back to blogging...hav already make up my mind...i wan to go poly after ITE....i jux cant stand ITE life liao....i hav been left out frm my frens for 6yrs since P6... i dun wan to left out for another 3yrs...i cant stand it... jux hate ppl in my class loh...dey jux simply sux la...hav to force myself to be wif dem even i dun quite lyk dem.... dey are ppl which i cant realli accept loh...but at least not all are lyk tat la mayb 4/10 ppl are more friendly...but overall i jux dun lyk ITE...i realli wan to get out of there ASAP...i jux hate it...it jux so sickening to see thoese ppl... i jux dun lyk dem...but no choice still hav to hang out wif dem...or else i realli got no ppl to hang out wif...is not tat im aniti social is me jux cant realli accept dem...it seems tat there are realli no path in ITE...u cant realli denied it...even there is u think de path got prosepect mah?.... i dun tink so loh...frm all my reseach...there are actually 2 path for me to choose next yr

1. Go to Higher Nitec and study IT for 1yr den go NS for 2yrs den go poly for 3yrs
2. Go poly for 3 yrs den go NS for 2 yrs

both of dem got pros and cons actually...if i go Higher Nitec i got a even higher chance to survive in poly...as dey preapare u for poly stuff...but is very very time consuming....if i go poly straight away it will be even faster...time is a important actually if i go higher nitec first by de time i go poly will be 21 lyk tat...which lyk weird weird ppl 16+ go poly... den is lyk i retain for 6yrs...and wen im 21 u tink my parents still can pay for my studies?...im not sure too...by de time my mum might not be working liao...den by de time i will start work too...den is almost impossible to get a job which got time to study and work at de same time wif a ITE cert?.... and if can...it will affect my minstry in church...den by de time i gradu from poly i will be 24 to 25 liao...ppl by tat age already got a degree...me leh still diploma...end up i still left out again...wah lau...den if i go poly next yr if will save more time...but i will suffer...unless i work very xtrem hard la...haix...nw with my results lyk tat i mostly likely can go RP or NYP...70% for RP...50% for NYP...i noe RP sux...heard lots of stuff frm my frens oso...but no choice...better den no poly can accept me rite...even it seems tat i got high chance in goin poly...but de big prob is...there are lots of ppl fighting of seats in poly oso...not jux thoese ppl taking Os lev and private Os but oso ppl frm ITE oso...haix...unless i get a GPA 3.7 or above i will stance damm high chance...haix...realli tough man...cannot blame this is life...