realise all the truth tat was hidden frm me yesterdae, issit right to tell?...or am im doing it at the wrong time?... i don't know what is going to happen next...i don't wish to see the future too... zho yi bu kan yi bu ( walk one step see one step ) ... i don't wish to care too much im already very tired with all the problems i encountering now... im very tense up already, at least i know the real ans at least it lighten my burdern, i don't need to stress over what to say or when to say or what to do next.... what is going to happen next i have totally no idea. i think i do need time also...people were asking me how do i feel now?...i really dont know how to answer back...i also dont know what to say...i was still thinking am i that stupid to go and do it... im afraid that things will not turn out well... at least im glad that all the truth have been reavaled...