This Posting will Be a release of my anger....so if ur not comfortable with Vulgarities please reframe urself frm highligthing the bottom...



WHO THE FUCK DO U THINK YOUR AR!!!!!!...YOU THING U VERY CLEVER MEH....HUH...THINK YOU VER PORPULA AR???...THINK UR GPA 4.0 VERY GOOD LIAO MEH...HUH!!!!!....FUCK UR ASS LA KA NI NA CHEEY BYE FUCKER BAGALA ASSLESS ROTI PRATA....STP ACTING PRO INFRONT OF ME LAAA!!!! U KNN...AND U HAV NO RIGHTS TO JUDEGE ME THIS WAY LOH....IS UR DE ONE ACTING SMART INFRONT OF EVERYONE DUN SAE ME LOH....I DIN NOT LOH....IF I ACT PRO I WILL NOT EVEN ASK QUS DURING CLASS LOH AND BE SO ATTENTIVE LOH....STOOOOOP SHOWING OFF LA....U THINK U GPA 4.0 VERY GOOD ARR...FUCK UR ASSS LAAAA!!!!! GO HOME EAT DUNG LA....STP ACTING TAT U PLAY DOTA VERY GOOD LOH...U AREEEE SUCH A NOOOOB LOH....FUCKERR CHEEYBYE....U NOE ALOT OF PPL BAD MOUTH U MAH....AND U STILL THINK TAT UR SO PRO LOH......EAT SHIT LAAA...U FUCK ASSS.... __ I NOE U BAD MOUTHING ME LAAAA HOR...DUN ACT INNOCENT LA...FUCKER CHEEYBYE...GOT GUTS SAE INFRONT OF ME LAAAAA!!!!!!!!..... DUN THINK YOU GOT ALOT OF FRENS HOR.......THEY ARE THE SAME AS U LOH....SHIT ASSSESS....FUCK UR ASS KA NI NA CHEE BYE FUCKER BAGALA....AND BTW FUCK U LA STARHUB....

God spoke to me recently...and showing me lots of signs and giving me assurance....and things is nw running smoothly...mircials after miriclas happen...even the impossible became possible...God had indeed lighten my burdern...and reminded me tat He is still God the Lord tat reigns...many signs happen in my life...and is God trying to tell me sumthing again?? the word Light and Salt and the amour of God hav been appearing in my life for daes...God is ineed telling me to be the Light and Salt and wearing the amour of God in school..so tat i can outreach ppl in my sch...hmmmm....God already sent sumone to hlp me in my sch...which i am suppose to tag with tat person to outreach...and his a commited Christian hu wans to outreach my classmate...haha...God oso remind me to wear the amour of God...i guess He is tryin to tell me to get prepared for critize in school...i belif is goin to be a touch journey...i shall get myself preapred...is goin to be a breakthrough in my life once again

walk one step see one step is tat wat i can do??? i will be useless if i cant do anything....wat can i do? jux sit around and wait for it to happen????.....tat will be useless of me...den wat is the purpose of having tat role...if i cant do a simple thing....i already hav lots of probs of my own...tml is MCT Phase test and im not preapared i die die must get A....or else i stand no chance in poly...shit...i realli hav no eyes to see....i wan to get out of singapore ASAP...i dun to see too much or noe too much...it jux hurt me or stressing me up...and i totally can sense satan is up to no good...and jux todae my eyes got swallon...and got slight of sign and symtom of flu....is de real battle goin to begin or is jus de introudtion.....satan is goin to push me dwn with all he hav....i shall stand firm in the LORD....jux few weeks ago he make me so guity tat i dun even there to face God...but in the end i manage to overcome it....this is jux de start...more will be comin... this is goin to be a breakthrough in my life once again.......

Father in Heaven if You hear my prayers, be sure to guide upon me as i goin thru difficult times....may You show me the light of Your glory in times of need, may You remind me tat You are God the Lord when im down with diffiult situation...as i walk the path along with You, You will remove all obstuction tat cmes towards me and showing me tat You are my God my Lord....and make me stand firm in Your name...and be proud tat You are my Father in Heaven and not letting critize to make me lose faith or denined You...as Lord You hav set trails in my life not to let me to be defeated and lose...but to show me how You defeat de evils one with Your mighty bare hands and gain victory in the end....even my shield is been shattered or my sword is been broken remind me tat You shall be my Fortress and my Tower....May The Mighty Lord be in me....Amen

currently playing de background music is my favorite song "Run" by Snowpatrol...quite a meanginful song...the bottom is de lyrics of tat song

RUN-Snow Patrol

I'll sing it one last time for youThen we really have to goYou've been the only thing that's rightIn all I've doneAnd I can barely look at youBut every single time I doI know we'll make it anywhereAway from hereLight up, light upAs if you have a choiceEven if you cannot hear my voiceI'll be right beside you dearLouder louderAnd we'll run for our livesI can hardly speak I understandWhy you can't raise your voice to sayTo think I might not see those eyesMakes it so hard not to cryAnd as we say our long goodbyeI nearly doLight up...Slower slowerWe don't have time for thatAll I want is to find an easier wayTo get out of our little headsHave heart my dearWe're bound to be afraidEven if it's just for a few daysMaking up for all this mess

what is the most painful and disappoinment thing in ur life??....hav u guys ever think of it b4?...well for me the most painful thing and biggest disappoiment is not getting sumthing tat u realli realli work hard for...esp wen others can jux simply get it without any much work needed...well it may seems nth to u....but is a huge impact to me...there are ppl saeing tat my thinking is far tooo complicated...but actually de fact is not...after pondering what the invited speaker preach on the stage during valentine...the thing tat hit me is de 5 type of showing love...i was realli pondering for weeks which 5 am i...and i nw i finalli noe which type i am...well if u wan to noe too bad u hav to find out urself ba haha...dun sae me very bad la the most i give u hint la...the type of love tat i need is either kill me or hlp me depends on the way u do it....haha...catch no ball????...well THINK!!!!...tat is wat brains are for...haha...you guys must find me weird y im bloggin such stuff...well, cause i can sense tat i mayb goin to lose sumthing in life...mayb is sumthing good? well im preapared i guess....i jux hav too much weird weird feeling in me...issit a sign frm God?...hmmmm

am i over sensitive or wat?...feeling so shitty nwadaes....totally lost...im feeling so guilty for wat i done...haix...i jux cant get over it...i had enough of it liao...can i jux let go?...im sickening sick...i jux need life...argh!! when to celebrate lau da de bdae yesterdae with the 5 for us...wen to TAKA de seoul garden there loh...we eat all MEAT!!....eat until sickening sick...den we to my hse play PS2...okok i admit i realli not in good mood nwadaes...i have totally no comments of it...jux feeling myself sooooooooo freaking useless totally opposite from my dad loh...i realli throw off all my family de face liao loh...i feeling so guilty for all the stuff i done in life...i jux need life.....i shld not think so much instead i shld look at the blessing i have already...am i asking too much in life??...im so blessed nw but what if within one fine day it jux disappear and gone...i jux cant imagine....so at least i learn sumthing new todae "Cherish What You Have Now"....i jux need a break...i will be goin over to China for 2weeks to 3 weeks soon around in april...so dun miss me...erm i guess u guys will be even more happy not to see me....

ahhhhh!!!! im rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting im rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting im rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting im rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting im rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting rotting....arrgh is damm bored at hme nw me alone...suppose to hav guitar lesson de den todae lesson postpone grrrrrrrrr!!!!....im dead bored nth better to do nw...spam my blog....everyone is so busy and i so bored alone at hme...arrrrrrrr jux cant stand it liao...can sumone hear MEE!!! IM ROTTING!!!!!.....so dead bored loh...oso dunnoe wat to eat for lunch and dinner nobody pei me...at hme oso nth to eat...haix...argghh!!!!...so dammm bored jux cant stand it played my ps2 liao...play until sian...den wack guitar until hand got blister liao...still nth to do...my com no more online games liao...ARRGH!!! i tink i shall stare at de wall blanky and stone there till night...and nw is onli 1.47pm nia....and im already so dead bored liao....

todae wen to watch final destination wif de 4 of dem...wah damm violent loh..u can see de head disapper den de brain pop out of de head plus de body cut into half...eee damm violent loh...we bought pop corns and we dun dare to eat loh...i bet wen u watch u sure dun dare to eat oso de loh...de most worst de part is de part where de 2 gals kana burn alive...wah lau summore is slow death leh...den u can see their skin is lyk wah lau...den still got one part is lots and lots of long long needles poke in to de back of de head and cme out frm de face...eeee...so disgusting loh....dun wan to talk abt it liao...bet tonite sure will hav nightmare de...haha...todae 5 of ur intend to plan a cycling trip around half of singapore during my holidays on april...nw need to set tune my bike liao change setting de suspension lighter haha...was so looking forward to...long time never hav such a real cycling experience liao...haha...i tink shld be around 2yrs le ba...wen to PS de Yahama non of de guitar there interest me haha...is all so high action haha...and all de models quite old liao...so old until i tink my everson is better den dem loh...i rember got quite a number of new guitar came out in yahama but i never see any leh and i noe got a few guitars there quite good but haha too bad it dun interest me...onli blueridge or maestro can realli satisfy me haha...jux found out my strings started to rust badly...haha...at least it lasted for 1mth for such a heavy user lyk me...this prove tat maestro coated strings are good haha....wen this time i wan to try JR long life...but is damm ex...haha...