what is the most painful and disappoinment thing in ur life??....hav u guys ever think of it b4?...well for me the most painful thing and biggest disappoiment is not getting sumthing tat u realli realli work hard for...esp wen others can jux simply get it without any much work needed...well it may seems nth to u....but is a huge impact to me...there are ppl saeing tat my thinking is far tooo complicated...but actually de fact is not...after pondering what the invited speaker preach on the stage during valentine...the thing tat hit me is de 5 type of showing love...i was realli pondering for weeks which 5 am i...and i nw i finalli noe which type i am...well if u wan to noe too bad u hav to find out urself ba haha...dun sae me very bad la the most i give u hint la...the type of love tat i need is either kill me or hlp me depends on the way u do it....haha...catch no ball????...well THINK!!!!...tat is wat brains are for...haha...you guys must find me weird y im bloggin such stuff...well, cause i can sense tat i mayb goin to lose sumthing in life...mayb is sumthing good? well im preapared i guess....i jux hav too much weird weird feeling in me...issit a sign frm God?...hmmmm