am i over sensitive or wat?...feeling so shitty nwadaes....totally lost...im feeling so guilty for wat i done...haix...i jux cant get over it...i had enough of it liao...can i jux let go?...im sickening sick...i jux need life...argh!! when to celebrate lau da de bdae yesterdae with the 5 for us...wen to TAKA de seoul garden there loh...we eat all MEAT!!....eat until sickening sick...den we to my hse play PS2...okok i admit i realli not in good mood nwadaes...i have totally no comments of it...jux feeling myself sooooooooo freaking useless totally opposite from my dad loh...i realli throw off all my family de face liao loh...i feeling so guilty for all the stuff i done in life...i jux need life.....i shld not think so much instead i shld look at the blessing i have already...am i asking too much in life??...im so blessed nw but what if within one fine day it jux disappear and gone...i jux cant imagine....so at least i learn sumthing new todae "Cherish What You Have Now"....i jux need a break...i will be goin over to China for 2weeks to 3 weeks soon around in april...so dun miss me...erm i guess u guys will be even more happy not to see me....