i quite fed up liao...i jux dun wish to sae it here...im very very tired i need a break frm everything...y everywhere i go things always happen...i hav enough of my own probs...nw new prob comin up...CAN SUMONE HERE ME I CANT BREATH!!!!!.....totally no one understands how i feel nw...y ppl is taking me for nth...i was jux being nice...i felt very very pressurize wen i talk to him...i jux dun lyk de way he approach me...is lyk i dun feel comfortable loh...y im doin things tat im not happy with....its making me a entertainmer...it totally not MYSELF...y ppl can express dem self FREELY...Y CANT I!!!!...IM OSO A HUMAN BEING...i hav too much to keep inside me...and im goin to STUFF to death!!...I CANT BREATH!...i already hav enough of my own personal probs...y things hav to add on....u ask me moneny is lyk so easy...wen i ask u back is lyk i OWE u thousand bucks...wat is this!!!...i noe u did alot to this family and i appreactiate it...but u oso must think tat not jux u need money i oso need leh...!!!....i din ask back alot frm u noe mah!!!....with u wan ppl to understand u y cant u simply understand ppl first...i noe mummy nags everytime but can u talk to her nicely??? even sumtimes i talk to her but i noe my limits i still obey wat she call me to do!!...and daddy cannot take anymore impact liao...can u see his health situation nw!!!????.....u noe wat happen to him wen u in taiwan????!!!....i was afraid tat i may lose my father at tat time u noe tat???!!!.......................I HAV ENOUGH OF MY OWN PROBS LIAO...i jux wan to find a place to hav a break frm it...but wenever i go THOUSANDS OF PROB POP IN TO ME!!!....IM VERY VERY SICK AND TIRED LIAO.....

CAN ANYONE HEAR ME I CANT BREATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!