Im lost in the way im walking, I feel the weight pulling me down, thousands of voices surrounding me with negative respond, in the mist of total darkness I see my self falling apart frm the loving one...far far apart...isolated alone from the crowd...wandering around in the place u totally cant see...blinded by the voices that u cant hear...in split seconds thousands of burning needles penetrates into every edge of my skin my heart was melted by the extreme heat...I totally lost the sense of touch...I cant feel a thing...I forgotten what is love...isolated alone no one hears me and sees me...I totally cant see a thing is so dark that I cant see my hands...hidden with fear beneath me...a place where is totally unknown to me...a place without hopes and future...a place with sorrows and pains hidden by the past...guilt filled into me as my memories flashes into my mind...my sword shattered into pieces, my shield splited into half...im totally exhausted from battle...i fell onto the ground...surrounded by critics, every word of them penetrates like a sword pierce into your heart...closing my eyes about to give up my hope...out from no where the sound of war Trumpet was blown...the moment I open my eyes...I saw myself lying on the clouds with thousands of angels surrounding me...I can see light from the sun as its horizontal to the clouds...a voice of assurance answered me "I have Come" ...seated up right I saw thousands of angels marching into the battleground with the sound of trumpet blown...the darkness retreated...earthquake shattered throughout the whole battleground the unfruitful perish beneath the earth...the demons burned into ashes...the dirt and muddy ground turns into large green patch of grass, the fallen trees turns into a fruitful tree...life starts to take place as the river flows between the banks...sweet pleasant aroma from the flowers brings out the freshness of the earth...bird singing on tree top creates a new song or praise...as the deer pants for water in the river it creates new life into the living...Lord was watching over me all along I din notice a thing, He came to me with the help with His hands...The moment I hold His hands I feel the closeness with Him like a child had found his Father after a long period of lost...

Catch no Ball haha is a piece of art LOL! This is actually a description on how God hit into my life...