what is the biggest dissapoinment is life?...is doin sumthing with ur great passion and confident and determination but it dun succed... and slowly it leads to phobia... which u dun wish to face it again...but i hav to face it...i dun wish to run away frm it...even im not talented but too bad i hav great determination... imagine praticing sumthing everdaey for 4 to 8hrs for pass 5 to 6mths and u sacrifice so much jux for it to succed but it did not... i was been called by God to do this but dunnoe y it turn out this way?... was actually abt to give up ...but was quite motivated by a story shared by my church mates... his rite my time is not here yet...but it will cme...was oso been motivated by my pastor preaching last nite too...was a good one "Moses was been train by God for 80yrs b4 God can use him for 40yrs"...was God trying to tell me thing last nite...as im typing this Holy Spirit had annointed me...i oso dunnoe y im writing blog actually haha... my time is not here but is comin... hav to hold on no matter wat...Hope u guys hu see this will pray for me haha thx